Monday, February 1, 2010

Man when it rains it pours!!!!

First I have to say, we bought our first house two and a half months ago now. I also started my 6th term of college two days before we closed on our home. OK fine we had started packing some things ahead of time that we knew we really didn't need. We got moved in and pretty much settled right around Thanksgiving time. That was great!!!!! We had my inlaws here from Thanksgiving til the end of Nov. They came back for Christmas and stayed through the New Year. I love them dearly but in all that time getting class work done was absolute hell. With all the adults that were in the house I couldn't get anyone to watch the baby or keep him out of my hair for a few hour so I could get any work done. I ended up having to request an extension for this class and everything us due by Feb. 5th. I have 5 days to get the rest of the work done and turned in and hope I at least make it out of the class with a C. I thought, OK inlaws are gone I can get back on some kind of a routine and figure out when I can get class work done. No such luck. Now I'm working on crunch time. I started my second paper and I'm a page in but I need to brush up on things. I also have discussion boards that need done and two other papers that need worked on as well. Talk about absolute insanity. Oh and my next term starts on the 2nd of Feb. YAY!!!! Unfortunately Josh really isn't taking my online courses seriously, so he doesn't help keep the baby out of my hair because of course he can't be without his computer. So he's in the room right next to me playing and goofing off all weekend long and during the week when he comes home from work early but has the nerve to complain when I'm not doing something fast enough for his liking. I just don't understand where his logic is, why is it that all his shit including his gaming is so much more important then anything I do. Hell even his son is less important then his time to himself. Hell Saturday all day I was sick as a dog, throwing up so bad that when I stood up I was dizzy, you think my husband would actually look after our son and change his diapers and make sure he was fed, and had his juice? Nope, I had to do laundry and make sure that Eric was taken care of. I don't know how many times I stopped in the middle of the work I was doing to be sick. Then when I wasn't cleaning clothes or caring for Eric I was in bed. Can you believe my husband had the nerve to be disgusted with me and annoyed with me for being ill enough to be in bed all day. Now mind you I woke up at 7:30 to feed breakfast to Eric, made sure he was changed and fed, started laundry, tried to keep up with our son as best I could and laid down when I had the chance. Finally Josh went out and I was in bed half an hour after I put Eric to bed and slept til half past 9 yesterday morning. Hoping to drop Eric with a friend and spend a few hours getting some serious work done on these papers and some of this discussion board stuff... Its insane... when it rains it pours... the last couple weeks I was gonna make an effort to get stuff done and then Eric got sick, he ran a fever up and down and all over the place for a week, then he's had a cold for a week and been clingy and needy, and now I'm sick as a damn dog... WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Any way it will eventually all come together... Cant wait to get all the stuff from this past term behind me!!!

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