Just another day in paradise...

Well here I sit all by my lonesome just trying not to lose my mind I thought I did rather well the last couple of nights. Yesterday I stayed busy by making sure I took care of Eric's birth cert. and his soc. sec. card stuff even though it was pouring rain all day. Then yesterday evening I went over to our friends', Claire and Mike's house with Eric for a while and he played with their golden lab, Valentino. That was a totally cute site to see. He could have easily knocked Eric into next year but he was so gentle with him it was great!!! I brought all my busted up chairs over there for Mike to fix for me since he has a decent workshop out of his garage and he's retired so he does a lot of stuff in his spare time. It was really nice to get away from my own company for a while. Don't get me wrong I don't have issues with my own company but I can only watch so much TV, play on the computer so much, and read so much before I start climbing the walls. I'm not sitting here depressed and over thinking my life. It's actually pretty damn sweet and I have no need to complain about anything at all just a little lonely right now. I'm hoping maybe I'll get an email or something to that effect while Josh is gone. I guess we'll see. I did send him under way with a box of sweettart hearts and a card so I hope he opens the card tomorrow and thinks of us. Eric is hanging in there for the most part but I think he realizes daddy isn't here because his eating habits have changed up again and he's not eating like usual. Also he's sucking down so much juice its not even funny. He's also probablly having constipation issues even though he's drinking lots of juice. Who knows. I need to be doing more stuff for class but I'm being a lazy bum. I'll work on things tomorrow and Monday and then work towards the next unit at the start of the unit week which is Wed. I better get my behind to bed before it becomes another late night. I know Eric will be up somewhere between 7 and 8 in the morning and I like my beauty sleep.