Where do I even begin? First I guess I'll start with Josh's step mom losing her mind on me for no reason. I called to ask about dates for celebrating Eric's birthday and she got on one of her rants telling me how Dan was left to clean the church by himself. When I suggested some thing as simple as talking to the congregation about the churches upkeep and care she flipped out on me and gave me no good reason why he couldn't ask for help from others. This isn't the first time I've had issues with her or with him blowing up at me for no reason. Just kills me how the elderly demand respect but they are 'allowed' to open their mouths and spew stupidity and then ask for forgiveness and every thing is suppose to be OK because they said they were sorry. I'm seriously getting to a point where I'm just like screw all these crazy ass people. I know I shouldn't be like that but damn why is it people get all sanctemonious and moral when it's convenient for them?
I'm really getting tired of making all the effort and sacrifice and shuttling back and forth, not to mention that Josh is all for having another baby but he's not the one making much of the effort. I have to take myself down to him, I have to get things together here for the trip. Keep things together when I spend time in his area. Can't really say I spend time with him because he spends more time with his computer then he does with me when I pay him a visit. I won't even get in to clean up after he cooks and Preston eats. Seriously I think both of them have such a damn phobia about doing dishes. Hell I fight back and forth with keeping my own house neat and clean and I go down there to do more house work, seriously? For that I can just stay home with Eric and the cats and not have to deal with all the extra bullshit. Plus the cats snuggle with me at night and they don't snore like Josh does.
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