So hubs went back to campus Jan. 5th to get started on the second semester of his first year. His life/career is taking right off. One of his professors is resigning her position at the school to take a position with the circuit court. I guess while she was teaching she was also a research assistant for her husbands law firm and she got in touch with Josh to potentially offer him the research assistant job. Don't get me wrong I'm happy for Josh he's doing what he should be doing, bettering his life and his career situation in order to provide a better life for his family.
As an individual I feel like a failure. Other people out there manage to work, have a family and go to school at the same time. I have had a rough time keeping motivated and focused and that just killed any hope I have of completing my bachelors degree. The crappy part is I only have a couple more years to use my GI Bill so I don't lose it all together. I may try another school and I may look in to some kind of child care for E for a couple of days a week because this will give me the peace and quiet I need. I can actually work in silence during daylight hours. I also have to give up my social networking addiction.
At this point Josh has gotten back his grades and his over all GPA at this point is a 3.576. I guess at this point my function is to be supportive and encouraging but it still sucks to know I can't get my crap together well enough to maintain a decent GPA!

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